Feeling a bit better.

Woke up this morning feeling absolutely crap, but managed to drag myself out of bed and into a shower, before settling down to some revision.
Networks has actually made much more sense to me today than it has ever done before; This is quite possibly because today is the first time I've looked at most of the material I'm supposed to know properly. Anyhow, it's left me feeling good about the exam tomorrow.

I managed to forget about things again this evening by going up to campus and playing in an Exalted game; I generated a kickass character that's kinda a cross between Legolas and Sephiroth; I'm d00m with a bow, and have a mahoosive katana. Rock.


I'm still hurting oh so much, but I'm trying to let it get to me as little as possible, and being around people seems to be working somewhat. Trying to sleep is the worst bit though, and my dreams haunt me.



Still, my philosophy is (and I don't know whay I forgot this recently) "What doesn't kill me only makes me stronger". So I guess I've just got to keep myself alive over the next month or so.

My last post my have come across as being harsh towards Kim, and I apologise for that; Kim's going through as much, if not more, crap as I am at the moment. So *hugs* for her.


I will be strong, I will surivie, I will get through this.




P.S. Oooh, I also had something of a diversion this afternoon with Bryce; Made myself a landscape and rendered it, before making a short little animation out of it. Time and bandwidth permitting, I'll get it online tomorrow so you can all laugh at it :p (Anyone know a good way to compress/convert uncompressed avi's into something more manageable?)