Uber Update time
The one thing the really scares me at the moment is how quickly the weeks are going. My life just seems to be dribbling through my fingers, and I'm feeling too apathetic at the moment to stop it.
Seeing as I haven't updated for almost 2 weeks, I'll give a brief rundown of what I've been upto:
Last Thursday, I finally got my laptop through! Installed XP Pro on it. It's fantastically great, and I'm very pleased with it.
Can't really remember what I did over the weekend, so can't have been anything much.
Last week was spent doing nothing. Those (few) lecture that I did attend, I spent playing games on my laptop. I still find the work easy, and I don't feel like I'm really missing out on much. Hence the apathy.
This weekend I spent locked away in my room; Didn't get up til late on Saturday, and I spent the afternoon reading "The Colour of Magic" (I went and bought a pile of Discworld books).
Sunday, I went out and bought some new trainers, some ink for my printer, and then saw the Series 1 & 2 DVD boxsets of Spooks. And bought them. Spent the evening watching hthe first 4 episodes of Series 1.
Woke up at 9am this morning, rolled out of bed, and was ready 10 minutes later. John, however, didn't get up until 0940, and so we didn't get up to campus until about 1015. Got to the library... and then just decided to go back home. So we did.
I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. I don't know if I'm going to do the Year in Industry or not. I don't know what's happening in the summer, nor the summer after.
I hate feeling like this, because usually I know _exactly_ what I'm doing and what my plans are. And if and when they change, it's usually no big deal to me. I don't know why I'm suddenly feeling adrift.
I feel like I'm just drifting, aimlessly, through life. Uni work is easy, and nothing more than a distraction. I should set myself some kind of project to do, but I can't find the motivation. I know that anything I start won't be finished, so I can't be bothered to start.
I have a feeling that this might be related to the fact that I haven't really eaten for the last few days. I only ate a sandwich on Friday, and all I ate over the weekend was a plate of pasta and some tuna. I have nothing in the fridge, and about 3 things in the freezer. I should go shopping, but just can't be bothered.
I'm thinking that it's a vicious circle: I don't eat, which makes me tired, resulting in lazyness, which shows itself in not being bothered about stuff; Apathy. So can't be bothered to eat/buy food, which gives me even less energy, so I do even less
Seeing as I haven't updated for almost 2 weeks, I'll give a brief rundown of what I've been upto:
Last Thursday, I finally got my laptop through! Installed XP Pro on it. It's fantastically great, and I'm very pleased with it.
Can't really remember what I did over the weekend, so can't have been anything much.
Last week was spent doing nothing. Those (few) lecture that I did attend, I spent playing games on my laptop. I still find the work easy, and I don't feel like I'm really missing out on much. Hence the apathy.
This weekend I spent locked away in my room; Didn't get up til late on Saturday, and I spent the afternoon reading "The Colour of Magic" (I went and bought a pile of Discworld books).
Sunday, I went out and bought some new trainers, some ink for my printer, and then saw the Series 1 & 2 DVD boxsets of Spooks. And bought them. Spent the evening watching hthe first 4 episodes of Series 1.
Woke up at 9am this morning, rolled out of bed, and was ready 10 minutes later. John, however, didn't get up until 0940, and so we didn't get up to campus until about 1015. Got to the library... and then just decided to go back home. So we did.
I don't know what I'm doing or where I'm going. I don't know if I'm going to do the Year in Industry or not. I don't know what's happening in the summer, nor the summer after.
I hate feeling like this, because usually I know _exactly_ what I'm doing and what my plans are. And if and when they change, it's usually no big deal to me. I don't know why I'm suddenly feeling adrift.
I feel like I'm just drifting, aimlessly, through life. Uni work is easy, and nothing more than a distraction. I should set myself some kind of project to do, but I can't find the motivation. I know that anything I start won't be finished, so I can't be bothered to start.
I have a feeling that this might be related to the fact that I haven't really eaten for the last few days. I only ate a sandwich on Friday, and all I ate over the weekend was a plate of pasta and some tuna. I have nothing in the fridge, and about 3 things in the freezer. I should go shopping, but just can't be bothered.
I'm thinking that it's a vicious circle: I don't eat, which makes me tired, resulting in lazyness, which shows itself in not being bothered about stuff; Apathy. So can't be bothered to eat/buy food, which gives me even less energy, so I do even less
posted by Nebhead at
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